I have not updated in a long time and I think that this might become a theme for when I’m doing a show. Whenever I get these contracts to do shows out of town it feels like I go off to summer camp for a month or two. I keep thinking to myself I need to update, but then I decide I’m either too tired or too busy.
Anywho, I have spent the last month in Narragansett, Rhode Island performing in Hello Dolly at Theatre by the Sea. I think I can say with almost full certainty that it has been one of the greatest theatrical experiences of my life.
First of all, I was performing in lovely Rhode Island, right by the beach. This last week has been a little toasty, but for the most part we had gorgeous weather.
Second of all I got to perform in a show with a Tony Award winning actress. That’s not something that happens everyday. Watching her process as she learned and grew in the part was education and thrilling. It was also inspiring because she was such a beautifully warm person who cared so much about the cast. This is a show where everyone supports the leading lady, and everyone loved supporting her because she was so wonderful on and off stage.
Lastly I had a wonderful cast to bond with. Again, shows are a summer camp-like experience and so our relationship as a cast is kind of like a dream. We spend enough time with each other to grow really close and little enough time to get on each other’s nerves. Not that I’m saying we would have gotten on each other’s nerves, but the option never really existed.
I met some pretty cool people and made some really nice friends and it’s always really sad when you have to finally say good bye.
Over the years I have learned how to say goodbye, I’ve had to do it often. For that reason I am pretty good at keeping a level head when things come to a close and it’s time to hug it out. (I know I get nostalgic and post a weeping blog or two, but in the moment I’m usually one of the very collected ones).
This show did something to me. Last night we had our closing performance and it was going fine. Then we got to the big number, “Hello Dolly” where all the ensemble lines up for Dolly’s big entrance and she gets to come down the red stairs in her gorgeous red dress.
Well that moment hit our leading lady a little hard last night and when she entered she couldn’t keep the tears from flowing. There were moments in the song where she had to collect herself and there was not a person on stage who was not immensely hit by the moment. I don’t think I’ll ever forget it. It was a true moment of theatre where what we were doing on stage was exactly what the story called for. Every ensemble member was beaming at the sight of her, there were tears we were all so happy, nothing else mattered and it almost felt like the audience wasn’t even there.
Then during our curtain call, our leading lady entered to her standing ovation and then turned to take a bow to us. Something about it all was too much and that’s when I started crying, and I know I was not alone on that stage.
Some of the cast had to leave immediately from there, so we had to begin our goodbyes, and throughout the night more and more people kept leaving, and it hit me in the stomach each time one of them did.
My roommate had to catch a real early morning flight and we didn’t want to do our goodbye last night so he even woke me up at the crack of dawn for our moment, which thankfully I was half asleep for otherwise it would’ve been much messier.
And now I’m on the train back to the city. I’ve been a mess of emotions all day and I think it’s going to continue into tonight. Thank goodness I have a vacation starting tomorrow (going to AZ with the bf!)
Also, my family got to come out to see my closing weekend of Hello Dolly! It meant so much to me that they came out to see the show, even when I’m in the ensemble they are right there. That certainly added to all the emotions of the weekend.
Last week my bf and his family also came to see the show, I swear I am the luckiest guy in the world sometimes. I have just been surrounded by love this week, and all while I pursue my dreams. [disclaimer: I am operating under very little sleep so as I become more profound forgive me if I also become less intelligible]
All in all I had a really wonderful time in RI, I wish it could have been longer, I wish that it never had to end, but it was a party and it was time for us all to go home. The theatre community is pretty awesome, one of the reasons it’s hard to say goodbye to people, but at the same time I know that I’ll be seeing a lot if not all of the people soon sometime down the road.
Edit: So I wrote the first part of this blog while I was on the train back to NYC. Now I’m back in the city and I have to say it’s amazing how short this experience felt. Stepping out in the city it felt like yesterday was when I was getting on the train to Rhode Island. This month passed in the blink of an eye! I swear.
I’m really sad to be home, I’m already missing my Dolly cast, but happy things fortunately on the horizon!
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